futility

and so the no sleep continues... going to bed was such an awesome idea, i wish micah had thought so.  its amazing what you can do when you're breast feeding instead of bottle feeding... like typing a blog while watching x-files.

the episode i'm watching takes place as the ball is dropping bringing us into the year 2000 (hooray y2k insanity) and it makes me thing about what a difference a decade can make. i was unmarried, no children, still in school, studying musical theater.... i hadn't yet moved to new york city, hadn't been engaged to a man i would eventually leave behind... 9/11 hadn't yet happened, my grandmother was still alive. i had another life then and it felt like it was a lifetime ago. i can't imagine how different my life would be if i had stayed in nyc, married the first man i was engaged to, stayed in musical theater... i'm thankful for the life i had then because it lead me to the one i have now.
how different is your life now?