a new frustration

i've added to my list of things that truly annoy me: when elijah asks for something specific to eat and then refuses to eat it... what a waste. i don't want to use the 'theres starving children in the sudan' speech with him but there are! hell, there are starving children down the street... oh how i with this was something i could teach a 3 year old but, alas, he's 3 and not likely to understand the concept.

uncertian

started thinking too much about the future finances of my family... can we afford to put the boys in day care (a $1200 expense) when i haven't been making any money while on maternity leave so that i can go back to work/find a new job... can we afford not to put the boys in day care and have me stay home m-f and just work weekends... what if this new corn based (really pricey) formula doesn't work for micah and we have to go to an even more pricey version or the ridonkulously priced prescription formula... should i go take my licensing exam this month as planned or wait until i'm making money to go.... if i wait how long will i have to work at my current job before i'll have enough money to take the tests... it just goes on and on and on in my head..... blah.