naps

elijah has decided that he is no longer going to be a nap taker... i am not thrilled about this decision. i know that its a sign of him growing up and i should be really excited about it...but... since i'm getting ready to be a stay at home mom i was really looking forward to the build in quiet time of his nap... not the ridiculous melt down i know will come every day at 730.... booo growing up.

so much...

so much going on these days. i keep thinking we're gonna have some down time but talking with my good friend samar tonight made me really notice that everything i have planned with my family is sort of right on top of each other... why wouldn't i give myself a little breathing room?
tomorrow we're going to get micahs room ready for him to move in (he's been sleeping in mama and dadas room), friday ricky and his dad are taking elijah to sea world in san antonio, saturday the boys and i leave for chicogo for a few days, the day after we get back ricky starts work, the next day i start my first day of work back from maternity leave and the boys will be in dallas (again), then we start our new lives- ricky working 8-15hours a day m-f and half a day saturday and me working 24 hours a day 5 days a week as a stay at home mom and 4-8  hours a day on the weekends at my paying job but still picking up the extra hours of the day as a mom.... yikes.

i suddenly feel very overwhelmed.

finally

we're now back in dallas and trying to get the boys (and ourselves) back on schedule. we shall see how this goes...
i'm currently typing and watching micah sleep... which will explain any typos i see when i get done typing this sentence... but he's so beautiful and peaceful... i wish i looked that way when i slept... i also just which that i slept.


8typos. :P