it's been some time since i've posted anything and i thought- what a shame- perhaps not for you, maybe you haven't missed it. but i think there is something about writing down your thoughts that helps you work through things... and i can always use the help. :)
things are finally starting to get back into a normal flow here after such a long time out of town. after the horrible car wreck there was the death of my grandfather, followed by a horrible fight between my mom and her brother (who is complete db and not missed but it still upset her to let go of him so soon after loosing her dad), then thanksgiving. a lot of time was spent in the car which i'm still not super comfortable with. it may be silly but i keep thinking about all the what ifs that could happen and freak myself the hell out. the brain- it's a weird place. and a lot of time was spent with family. some times it was for good reasons sometimes... not as much. but it was good getting to see them. i saw them more during the month of november then i have in the last year. sometimes i hate that my family and i live so far away from each other, and from my husbands family too.
speaking of rickys family - i'm going to be an aunt again! kevin and hillary are expecting a little girl. can't wait for it... and i hope kevs brain doesn't explode.
glad things are starting to calm down around here and the boys can get back to "normal".. or as normal as we ever are.
